December 1st. Whew!
We have reached the final month of 2024, and while I expect and pray for some amazing moments and memories to unfold over the next four weeks,
I can’t help but humbly pause today and thank God for bringing me through this roller coaster of a year – filled with some tremendous blessings amid deep loss.
God has shored me up through some of His earthly angels,
and kept me holding on and pushing through –
to hope and a healing heart,
to exciting opportunities and dreams unfolding,
to deeper trust in Him, which has deepened my inner knowing and my inner joy.
This month in particular requires intentional self-grace as I sit with treasured memories of loved ones gone –
on the December birthday of my late mother, who “graduated” to Heaven 19 years ago;
on the early December homegoing date of my sister Pat, 9 years ago;
on the late December homegoing date of my brother Henry 2 years ago.
And this year as the first Christmas that my eldest sister, Barb, will spend in Heaven.
I’m certain to have moments of melancholy, and that’s okay. Grief, in all of its forms, is part of our human experience. I may be quieter on those days, but I’ll be good.
And when you see me smile, be assured that my peace and contentment are authentic, because I know that each of my departed loved ones would want me to live to the fullest.
In doing so, I’m perpetually honoring them and all they poured into me.
I’m sending hugs and encouragement to all who need a little extra push – and TLC – this time of year. Keep going and embrace your joyful moments as they come.
Still Unfolding with Stacy Hawkins Adams 